a rather random thought @ 3:06 PM
Sunday, September 30, 2007
sometimes i wonder why am i so emo so much of the time
i want to just stay at home,hide,escape and act like the time's at a standstill too
too bad for me in army terms they call tt awol
i want to stop chasing after time stop having datelines piled up my head
i need to start smiling-smiling
i just keep chasing
keep running
running
runnin
21 weeks...den would it be better?
a year and 10months
would it be better?
i hate being the pile of sludge tt slows you down
i dont know how to feel anymore
i want to slow down to collect my thoughts
stop hyper threading so much its all a mangled pile of stuff in my head
and the effects really shows
i dont want to have to share stuff with anyone else but
i dont know if u want to
like i have a choice...
or options..there was a time when i really really loathe havin choice/options
vacaaation
europe...seeeeeem so farr ayway
u
life's better when u start breaking them down
but u cant deny it when it hurts
PROFILE
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:: 25/05/88 ::
::Gemini::
:: Catholic High ::
:: Anderson JC ::
-oiale_ril@hotmail.com
LIKES
+ reading +
+ dreaming +
+ thefray +
+ deathcab +
+ smtngcorporate +
+ ocmixes +
+ U2 +
+ THE OC +
+ movies +
WANTS
*a direction* ARCHIVE
*an aim*
*a purpose*