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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
had a whole full day of "only child" treatment on sun...was so weird lah with both my bros not at home..had em arnd since like when i was 2?...went to SICC to eat and man i was sorta conned into going for the tree top walk thingy when i was dressed in jeans and totally "not for sports attire" and oh man my shoe felt it the most(yeah excessive whining here...but its MY blog)...so yeah ended up going for the walk with my uncle's family and my parents...was quite fun and enjoyable...after the initial "heartbreak" over my garbs...but heck the most hilarious is yet to come?just when we were to complete the whole walk thingy it started to rain and man it POURED...to see like my parents like desperately dashing to the cars was so so so weird/funny..for thoses non believers u shld really go try it out on your parents...end of the day we ended up in a totally flodded(literally) sicc...my flu got worse and everything yeah gonna be soooo screwed for the camps ahead...
highlight of the day; went back cat high during cat high school hours(with andy,dj,yinghai,eugene...and yeah guess wad jx and yuqin)...ha have to say it was heck of a difference between going back every sat when nobody's around and today...can like totally feel the life inside cat high...the kind u cant get in aj...can c the "once bell goes everyone floods the sch compound"..the field..the grandstand...the cca rooms...ate cat high food both pri and sec...missed the peranakan and yeah the yoghurt...walked round cat high rite after tt...got my cert..saw a few tchers...conclusion: cat high rawks
den went town from cat high..wanted to watch movie but kinda screw it in the end...met jonathan and reagan at far east....went to pool..like YEAH finally with aj peeps...the guys were pretty gd...had lotsa rofl moments andy's pretty much the joker tt day...basically had fun...how do i put it yeah must thank em coz for a moment i tot it was gonna be a totally crap-ass aj-fied day for me...
loves the beauty of competitions....and how the results can turn winner into exilerated lil kids and the losers into babies...man can we ever ever get to a stage where u can say u've done your best?been hearin all sorta crap bout doing "ur best" is enough...but hey is there ever such a thing?is it possible to say tt u've given it your ALL?arent we all pissed when we lose and look back and somehow realise or suspect tt u cld have done much betta?why the lousy fact tt ur still thinking somehow already tells u how much ur have not given to exhaust yourself........................nvm juz me crappin to myself
100 years-Five for Fighting
I'm 15... for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreamin'
Countin' the ways to where you are
I'm 22... for a moment
And she feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
[Chorus]
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15... There's never a wish
Better than this
When you've only got a hundred years
To live
[Verse]
I'm 33... for a moment
Still the man,
But you see I'm a they
A kid on the way, babe
A family on my mind
I'm 45... for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
[Chorus]
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
Yourself
Within a morning star
15... I'm all right with you
15... There's never a wish
Better than this
When you've only got a hundred years
To live
[Pre-Verse]
Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on
[Verse]
I'm 99... for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreamin'
Countin' the ways to where you are
[Chorus]
15... There's still time for you
22... I feel her too
33... You're on your way
Everday's a new day
Hooo-.
Hooo-.
15... There's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
15... There's never a wish
Better than this
When you've only got a hundred years
To live
reminiscence.its like so darn darn weird....time flies man...was as if it was juz yesterday tt i related to the song so well(yeah i was 15 ok)...cant believe in a blink of an eye i've turned 17 ...want to grow older,i do not(c the effects of growing older?*points to some 900 year old green alien*)...can't believe i got thru the oh so supposedly sweet 16 just liddat(its no where as sweet as u think with the o's and stuff)...ha noe its kinda nuts to say it but with all the stuff like the o's and wad happened after...felt like it as actually enjoyable and stuff...totally beats the crap i'm havin now...ha have ta say last year was sorta the year tt sorta changed me the most(whether for the better or worse is yet to be seen)....ha now when i look back @ myself in sec3 i barely recognize myself anymore(both physically and intellectually) much less to say when i first entered cat high...
resolutions for my 17th year------
-MUG hard(unlike now when i threw my hw aside juz to blog...total no-no)
-play HARDER
-buff up my bod/slim down
-get my ass thru the promos unscathed
-betta discipline over my finances
-drop the slack-ass attitude over my work
-procrastinate less(ALOT less)
-for the sake of the yellows...i wanna be a BETTA venture
hardcore birthday wishes(sorta settled on those tt $$ cant buy):
-NPC....i want tt %#$@* plaque back in the den
-hopefully i'll still be playing the hockey season this time nxt year(yeah finals baby)
-some krazzy mass CV tt brainwashes every ajcian into crazy-townin hip asses?
-friends u can die for and will do the same fer u(bit to extreme on this one but yeah u get the idea)
-yeah and more $$ from parents(theoretically i cant use $$ to make em give me more $$$)
yeah and did i mention tt 17 is one of the luckiest no. for me....so yeah hopefully it sticks to tt...(no crap for the year pls)*cross fingers*...ha
fri....
caught my first netball match with ah seng,su-su and jianwei...so darn funny...was cheering our heads off with hum and brian who were there for hci...man hate to say this but the aj councilors were really quite and useless...too bad aj lost(gd job anws jm,hani and gang) ....den found out tt outing was cancelled(like totally expected)...supper turnout was pathatic..cancelled it also...ended up toking with zibbie
sat...
went fer scouts....ubin camp prep and stuff....now tt the leaders are not comin down as much sorta need to fill the role more as ventures..ha ultimate teacher-venture now...i'm like teaching something every week...we are sooo gonna kick some butt @ the end of the year.Its as if as time goes on scouting's no longer a cca but part of life...its totally embedded in me rite now...shld prob slit my veins and c if its yellow.white.blue flowing...
Went hm after dinner with the ventures...caught the MANU match...totally bullshit man...manu's just jinxed this season...the better team dont always win...wtf...can totally empathize with tt
sun...
woot! prob the best sunday i had in months...outing krazzy...went out with dora and qx in the afternoon...pooled all the way(haven't touched pool cues in like dunno how long)...finally scratched the itch.Weee! Didnt watch star wars as planned but nvm...still had fun. NOW comes the funnier part of the day...met up with the cat high peeps(andy,chew,jestyn,hongjie,hanyang,justin,etc..)...super spontaneous bunch we decided to meet up like half an hour before hand...ha sorta joked around in ceni...totally thanks for cat high peeps tt i haven't killed myself for living the "no life" in aj...if only aj ppl were half as spontaneous....ha during dinner we saw wad andy considers to be the cutest girl in sa(the whole thing was juz kinda awkward-for him and funny-for us) ...went back up to pool and guess wad we played on the exact same table i played on earlier..ha the way we played tt day could well be in contention for one of those funniest home videos show thingy...ha now comes the totally hilarious part..we decided to play one of those totally time-wasting arcade machines in pool parlors....had a ball of a time playing the spot the diff on babes pic thingy...will nvr forget the reaction when we had when we had to play the "hunks" on the 2nd try...man guys will be guys *guffaws*...left ceni and walked round town after tt....in the end we settled on lan all the way till late....reached home at some supposedly "late" hour(wasnt tt late anyway and heck hate the have to cab back shit as my new home's no where as accessible as orchid pk)...sorta have to endure some dumb lock out by parents and had to break into my own hse in the end....but heck it was like totally worth it...my parents juz didnt realize how difficult it was to enjoy life in aj...and yeah i like totally cherish days like these in life as an ajcian...guess jc's too short to get friends like those in sec sch...they are juz too superficial and yeah everyone's trying to get onto the good books of everyone....but anyway ha to all the peeps tt made my life more enjoyable over the weekend thanks ya
went to tutor the kid at graceheaven afterwards..was pondering why i kept going back week after week when ps seemed to get further and further away frm me...guess this cip thing sorta got embedded in me after all these weeks...had a great time there today...ha their exams juz ended...TOTAL "crap-page" lol...mite miss it in the 7 weeks break comin...
went hm and caught my weekly dose of the contender...juz tad disappointed @ who won..bleah
and yeah pls yeah i am pleading here sincerely to YOU yesh the one reading this to tag on the tb?do me a favour pls yeah
Your #1 Match: ENTP
The Visionary
You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.
You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.
and to nj table tennis peeps hanyang and jes...woot congrats
Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve
ah yeah...and after the match and everything...got shqfik to go to penisular with me to juz take a look @ the sticks...yeah and the rest is history....but quite annoyingly my phone went flat again @ juz when i'm like trying to meet up with sue ann and her friend...what happen nxt its kinda funny in a scewed up sorta way(her phone was flat also)...so after emily left yeah we were juz soooo stranded w/o our handphones we ended up going hm early....like wad e heck....@ least i have my new stick
How to make a guangwu Ingredients:
5 parts pride
1 part courage
5 parts leadershipMethod:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
PROFILE
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:: 25/05/88 ::
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:: Anderson JC ::
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*a direction* ARCHIVE
*an aim*
*a purpose*