Thursday, June 30, 2005

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion73%
Stability70%
Orderliness50%
Empathy50%
Interdependence50%
Intellectual70%
Mystical56%
Artistic43%
Religious16%
Hedonism16%
Materialism63%
Narcissism70%
Adventurousness70%
Work ethic56%
Self absorbed56%
Conflict seeking43%
Need to dominate63%
Romantic56%
Avoidant23%
Anti-authority56%
Wealth56%
Dependency43%
Change averse36%
Cautiousness50%
Individuality56%
Sexuality43%
Peter pan complex36%
Physical security90%
Food indulgent56%
Histrionic63%
Paranoia50%
Vanity63%
Hypersensitivity43%
Female cliche63%
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

wtf....kinda reached a new low in life...shldn't really be doing this right now...all the physics in the world waiting for me...but yeah too many stuff been running thru my mind recently and juz really need to rant....

yeah despite already spending a good half a year at aj....i really dont noe if its the right place for me...there is juz no feeling for the sch man...would i be happier in sa? or cj even? i'll never noe...and man i cant even pinpoint if its aj or juz jc life in general 's screwing things up...my ct are a total flop...the hiatus from the stressed laden exams period too damm long and the laxness jus creeping into my every joint..time management a total bullshit now and i cant complete any of my paper on time...and somehow the feeling of taking exams in aj's such a far cry frm taking exams in cat high...i cant help but reminiscence bout the times taking exam in cat high...its like i'll go to school on the train with the gang of guys and somehow we'll all be carrying scrapes of our notes while juz crapping and joking around trying to make everyone feel less nervous....the steps up to the assembly grounds would be like filled with guys holding notes and stuff...the air con hall...the prayers before the papers...the encouragement and "good luck" and the guys tt are beside you while you take the papers...aj juz feels so alien and foreign.. hostile even?(dunno some hoe this word sorta clicked with my feelings)...the only things keeping stuff from totally falling apart is my ccas

and the thing bout vanity...is it the compulsion to look good? or not to look ugly?...juz wtf is happening....somehow i juz totally dun give a damm bout how i look right now...felt i was soo much more concerned bout how i looked in cat high.....gees wats happening to me..........dammit

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Friday, June 24, 2005

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

man stuff are like going really bad fer me...too lil time too much stuff to mug...totally cant get myself started..like my engine died or something..totally time for overhaul...crap..thing i am seriously gonna flunk sooooo badly for my ct...prolly den i'll wake up....hopefully.....

like caught initial d today man...rite on the first day...ha at least if i shld die nxt week during the ct i cld die in peace...pretty cool show...even more wif jay chou around..thou i totally cant believe his image in the show..he's like soo uncool and unglam in the movie at times which makes it all the more cooler...but have to say man the female lead's like so nt chio cld definately gotton a prettier female lead when the cast's full of handsome dudes...storyline's bit diff frm the manga...and man i totally love the way the shots are made remind me somewhat of ocean's twelve..can totally c mysef going for a second spin in the trueno AE86...and i want the soundtrack out SOON!!..totally dying over the main theme song(or the lack of it)...ha oh yes and one more thing...the show's like some ultimate sneakers ad man...all the characters' shoe had some serious air time in the movie...jay's new balance,edision chen's adiddas,and shawn yue's nike...totally made me wanna get new sneaks...

studied wif qx after the movie...dora stopped by...and i must say it was bloody freezin in the coffee bean...haha

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

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ha went out with the cat high clique again..this time it was justin's birthdae so we trogged ourselves all the way to marina for bbq staembot...conclusion:i'll take seoul garden anyday over this...think i smell as appetizing as the food by the time we were done..anyway like really have to thiank this bunch of guys they made life sooo darn liveable this hols for me...without em i think i'll have died from all the aj-ness...zero outing and all...practically can see myself lying on the bed with all the flies and bug swarming at my rotting(frm boredom) limp body..(ha pretty imaginative there due to wad i've seen in ubin)...so yeah these guys rocks

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

Good Charlotte
We Believe



There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night

Downtown
Another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right?
Just wanna make this right

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all of pain
(So let it be)
There's a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

So this world
Is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down in front of me
I'll be everything you need
In every way

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)

dunno why but i'm like soo inlove with ths song right now...the moment i heard it on mtv it sounded juz so right...

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ha juz had hockey trainning in the morning...like totally falling in love with the game...hitting with much more confidence now...something like totally encouraging happened..seem like i'm looking forward to every trainning as much as i look forward to the scout meeting on sat...ha but for the econs lesson tt followed?i was practically a living zombie the whole time...

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

bleah...like man it juz dawned on me how bloody short the hols gonna be...its like less than two weeks left and with classes coming up on fri i think might juz die...common test is like coming up and its like everyone cept for me is really into mugging and stuff...oh dammit i'm gonna be in one heck of trouble on fri

anyway tt aside i juz had like one heck of a time with the cat high guys..think chew's sis might actually be right.. at the end of the day its gonna be ur sec sch friends tt sticks with you till the end...ha think jc's juz like 2 years of trying to maximise the no. of acquaintance you have...tt is like so bloody true...i mean like look at the cat high clique i'm with now...like only two of them were ever in the same class with me?and i noe ppl in the clique like hanyang for like less than 4 mths?justin's even less...but its like the "friend line" is crossed almost instantly..we can juz hang and crap around..the trust is pretty much there..its weird how i meet aj peeps for such a long time and its like none of em ever hits past the acquaintance level..i mean i noe ppl in aj and i wun call myself the "solo" type the "forever-isolating-himself" kind..and think i noe more than just a few ppl in aj..kinda super "clique-crasher-no-need-face" type..but......oh nvm....like totally deviated from my main pt...yeap main pt...the guys came over for some sorta hangout time...andy and chew reached first and we like totally spent the time talking bout ccas...sorta like i'm the only guy among the three getting the cca i really wanted...yeap the rest came like soon after ..ha and wow hongjie was super duper nice lah...he brought like 3 pastamania pizzas..ha like totally set the mood right...spent the next few hours like juz totally chillin doing like random stuff-mahjong,guitar,com,tv(was like totally screening for chiobu wth haha),monopoly(yeah even tt)..by the time we decided to chiong prata was like 2230 already...and yeah went kayu...and man i love these guys man totally spontaneous...like almost all decided they were staying over on the spot(cept jestyn cause he had like some pa camp and he still stayed till soo late with us ha)...after tt juz spent the time WALKIN back to my hse...yes walking and my hse's like totally far?..like at 1am?...ha spent the time talking bout god and ghost and tt sorta stuff..cant believe hanyang's a christian ...and even worse i like totally cant believe the stussy logo actually spells "satan is king"... like seriously omg...go check it out if urself..and yeah wenqiang joined us halfway thru the walking...wow like didnt see him for the longest time already...finally tt guy had time from his gf fer us haha..he's like one hardcore caring bf..by the time they reached my hse we were all like sticky and sweaty...so yeah more of the "crazy half naked guys doing weights in front of huge mirror" thing while we washed up lol..more random stuff thru the night...more crapping and talking...more wad kinda girl you look for talk...dunno if its aj or is it me...i totally feel like my interest for girls like juz diminished alot...hopefully its me..and ha like totally spent our time looking at friendster and u'll realise like how totally small the jc batch is...like if being in a jc hasnt taught you so...so was like looking at everyone's friends and yeah somehow fell asleep at dunno wad time...by the time everyone woke up it was like 11?more com more tv and totally went for a crazy all the way game of monopoly...first time i played monopoly to tt extent..had like meal break at like 4?first meal of the day...think we are juz nuts... ended tt game like at 5+...totally woah...ha juz too bad we didnt get to the "truth or truth"....maybe nxt time.....think there'll be totally another one with the bush gang like soon...cant wait

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

HA...like finally went out again after the week long camps....had plenty of kick ass fun which unfortunately translates as pissed off parents fer me(spells ready to ground)...

thurs
thurs was pretty fun....seriously a relief from the screwed outings(or nil outings i shld say) with ajcians....went to town with the ventures(pun qx trev carson)+the fish(f)...juz hung around for a while in town prob a big part is due to the fact tt i was like late yet again...but hey i'm not the last k...kinda felt good its like there hasnt been much of a venture outing for a quite some time(but like hey like most of them is in the "bush gang" anyway)...so yeah like sat in ceni pasta for quite A WHILE waiting for mr and mrs smith at 7...spent the time toking bout the camp and yeah think nxt years' gonna be one hell of a ride...anyway caught mr and mrs smith with andy joining us...have to say tt angelina jolie and brad pitt are like probably the most beautiful ppl on earth...and the chemistry between them is like juz SMOOTH man...and seriously seriously speaking jolie is like one heck of a HOT BABE...i'll catch it all over again juz for the two of em...spent the time after tt a meridian havin dinner and yeah have our own continued reminiscence bout ubin...ha ubin has like seriously pulled us in together all over again

fri
like yeahhh finally had pitch trainnin for hockey...woke up like bright and early super early in the morning and like rushed my ass all the way down to school(was early for the first time in god noes how long)...but was like super disappointed lah...the trainning at delta was like at 11?..and all the being early was like totally a waste of energy...but ha all the crap was all worth it...went to delta and like FINALLY got our vampire and shin guards and ball...was like so glad i can finally have a stick and ball which i can play outdoors at home without feeling the pain everytime my stick had contact with the ground...anyway the trainning was pretty fruitful and yeah felt pretty good tt day as in my i wcs didnt play out (thankfully) rather it was so good it's almost like bcs..anyway played with both sticks tt day and like wow the compo does make like truckloads more difference..i love the raw power man..so damm effortless...and way right after tt we went for some lunch and yeah followed some of the guys back to school to drop the girls' sticks...fooled around for a while and yeah went home...reached home like a 4?and dumbly went to zzzz...woke up at 6 to realise i'm like super late fot the visit to yikun's...rushed my ass down to j8 to meet up with the ventures(trev qx and carson)..spent the next hour shopping around in j8 for gifts for yikun while waiting for pun..but yeah the worst blunder is to come at yikun's estate...for some sorta reason the no. 68 juz crept into my brain and i brought the guys for a mini tour of the estate looking for 68 when well tt no. nvr did exist in the estate(like so damm embarrassing can)...anyway we finally found his place courtesy of qx who was sooooo lucky to have asked yikun's hse for directions..spent the nxt three hours there juz talking..how we did it is still a mystery to me haha...a bet he was touched lah with the visit and the gifts...


sat
had our first jihe since the camp ended..the ventures sorta didnt want to deviate from the mod of the camp since it was our last jihe before we broke for the exams...had like MAJOR "spring cleaning" for both den and qm...was sooo proud of it in the end...the feeling was sooo much nearer to the old den...hope fully the den gets fixed fast and we can finally have a den for what it is for..a chillout place...had evaluation after jihe which was sorta quick since i think we have like evaluated among ourselves for soooo many times over already...right after tt was the celebration dinner for ubin at cartel(yes cartel again)...was pretty pissed at the lack of seats there at first but well everything turned out gd...had plenty of fun juz crapping the whole time ate like monsters..dessert was like huge and heavenly....ha reached home like at 12+ and man i'm sooo getting screwed lol

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yucks...its like the third time already....argh...man this is getting disgustingly exasperating...man hiaz...F***

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

04 CHS VENTURES Posted by Hello

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rite beside the challenge valley Posted by Hello

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CHSSCOUTS Posted by Hello

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

ha...cant believe my "camp week" is over *snaps finger* juz like that...have to say it was pretty much kinda enjoyable and satisfying...treated it like some sort of cleansing session...like away from the com and all the routine things and comfort in life...the two camps i went thru was like TOTALLY different from my role in the camp to the ways they were held...have to say i like ubin more...like totally love it man..

DELTA

first camp was like the aj delta experience...pretty much a slack camp,bathed two times daily..got to sleep like @ 11?and heck my group even came to my hse like half way thru the camp like TOTALLY slack man...think the objective of the camp was juz for the class leaders to do up some proposal for the service learning thingy cause there was such lil emphasize on leadership compared to other leadership camps...but nevertheless i enjoyed myself there... made some friends got to noe some existing ones betta...my grp mu was like totally great like we rocked all the way man...the ppl were thankfully funny and eah think we've got the hippest scholar around....the trip to CFF was....how do i put it...enlightening i guess...probably cause the other voluntary organisations i've did work @(spastic children asso.,renci,salvation army) were like on the larger scale..and yeah took the personality test and guess wad...i'm a peacock-eagle...yeah like "big surprise".....anyway in conclusion yup the camp was pretty fun and yeah thanks to all those who made it that way for me..

UBIN

ha TOTALLY ROCKS man..and tt's like such an understatement...had the camp right after delta...had a bit of dread bout the camp(i'm like so ashamed of tt fact) before i went in...the no bathing, no sleep, maximum mozzie around...and yeah all tt happened..i had NO bath throughout the camp...i slept like an hour total throughout the camp...and yeah the moizzies there were so rampant u can hear them buzz around ur ears..but all the bites and the pimple outbreak was like soooo totally worth it..so proud of the scouts that went thru all tt ordeal...and the ventures like totally rocks..have to say that this team is the best team tt i worked with by far..the chemistry between the ventures' like so unassailable..tt i felt truly after working wih the delta peeps juz a few days before..its not tt the delta peeps are lousy(they are NOT)...its juz tt the team dynamics were juz NOWHERE near...to all the ventures(and tt includes the sec4s): let us go all the way and OWN at this year's npc and next year's nspc...SWEEP man...anyway back to the camp..think the ventures did a good job of revamping the ubin camp...tried some new stuff this year and yeah broke away from tradition..ha think the camp was not xiong enough for the scouts and yeah some of them still had like energy left by the end of the camp...hopefully our batch gets a second shot at it nxt year and yeah we could toughen it up a bit while ironing out some glitches..


ha and i'm sooo glad i brought my cam there,the only disappointment was tt it ran outta memory on the last day...but anyway took lotsa pics..and yeah now tt i'm looking at the pics again its like i cld almost feel ubin all over again..they like totally show wat being a scout in cat high is all about;the staying positive in adversity,the making the best outta situations,the never say die attitude and the undying troop spirit in everyone of em...all that can be seen in the pics..like when they did the troop cheer in challenge valley,the smiles on their faces despite the fatigue, the hilarious miss ubin and the seniors taking care of their juniors like totally reminds me of my own ubin when i was the pl...

anyway to end this post off...i have to say tt the camp was pretty much one hell of a success...we got to noe the sec1s and they got to noe what being a scout in cat high is all about...the sec2s were finally thrown into some hardcore action as seniors..and the sec3s finally cleared some stuff up(hopefully) and realise the weight on their shoulder(i'll never forget the scenery)...and yeah finally the j1 ventures got a whole juicy project all by themselves and managed it without a hitch...to all the scouts,ventures and rovers of chsscouts:i am sooo darn glad and proud to be in the same troop as all of u sharing the same fantastic yellow tee..and i exclaim with arrogance tt i'm from CATHOLIC HIGH SCOUT GROUP the best troop around by far...comon' guys lets bring the plaque back!

p.s:for those tt wants the pic drop me a msg in msn..wont be linking the pics from my blog

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

bleah big time....but i'm sad to say,i'm on my way,wont be back for many a day....leaving for two consecutive camps...wtf gonna sooo die out there...i have like such a love/hate relationship with camps...and i've been thru so many i'm not bothering to count....anyway more updates in a week...

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