Saturday, June 23, 2007
life its weird
things change
but hold on
its like ur being inverted or something
i'm a lil messed up
i hate the emo piece of shit
its hard to live by your brain...u feel kinda sucked in and u just have to keep a real straight face
i need some where to deposit all this
few mths...before its too late
i dont know if i'm gd enough to stay in there
So live like you mean it,
Love till you feel it,
Its all that we need in our lives,
So stand on the edge with me,
Hold back your fear and see,
Nothing is real till its gone.
Hold on before its to late,
We'll run till we leave this behind,
Don't fall just be who you are,
Its all that we need in our lives.
And hold on before its too late,
We'll run till we leave this behind,
Don't fall just be who you are,
It's all that we need in our lives,
It's all that we need in our lives,
It's all that i need in my life.
-Before Its Too Late
Goo Goo Dolls
a rather random thought @ 4:04 AM
the birds will sing, the sun will shine, for us you and me ahhhhh....
we are from 1st plt, apache company ahhhh....
emm three days tons of stuff and the overall feeling of a lil emo-ness/sadness
too much too fast too lil time
i knew pop wld never really be like a happy-happy day
its weird but really nice to see grown boys expressing how they feel
go hit with the 2nd which i really didnt think i deserved..makes it a lil weird but aiya u get 3secs of recognition who gives a fuck
the reason behind the homat thing was really a screwed one...i am angry...but mostly at myself
and i bet you never knew...and like phang wrote human nature IS what makes us vulnerable
i guess its back to really hating book ins...
they say army turns boys into men..em like hello i think it turns men into boys abeit boys with a real sense of responsibility
and i guess it cool how 2 mths cld pawn the shit out of 2 years
a rather random thought @ 6:55 PM
ever seen the tekong sunset?
seen it once on the fast craft fuckin nice...thou it kinda brings back memory of the seemingly pointless stand to
poping in 3 days time...damm weird la
hair for friends's a really good deal
and we are really gd biaaaatches
being bed 1 is fun...cause u always get shit tt u rmb for life ur kinda like the recon team
getting the 2144234324 "chee-byes" flung at me on ifc...getting pump for the gac...having to wait 8 hrs after my grenade throw
i'm a sucker for noslagia so yeah i will miss the ppl much
but life's like that i guess
i like how some ppl reason their way thru life
damm funny
and i appreciate how some spend time looking for red tins
so pls dont be pissed
a rather random thought @ 10:26 AM
like coldplay sang "confusion NEVER stops"
the thing about being confused is that u can never really spells out what confuses you?
its like c-o-n-f-s-u..opps
c-o-n-u-f-s..oppss
actually confused would be a wrong word
"unsure"...definately maybe
kinda bout a lil more than a week to pop but it feels a lil funny
so much went past the two mths plus(MY birthday included) it feels a lil rush
and the only unberable part was the first two weeks
the random guys i was dumped around with are a great bunch
and i had a blast c-l-a-p-s-ing and stuff
it was really weird/nice having to do route march on tt day and even weirder/nicer to have the whole platoon sing me a birthday song on the 16click
ha unforgettable to say the least(and no i'm gushing like a lil girl just in case someone says i'm unappriciative AGAIN)
the only thing was that there wasnt much time to "think"
much better than days when i was wearing grey and blue at least
random ppl i was around with....em definately more than enjoyable
sometimes this gut wrenching effect kinda takes over..head slapping included and you dont really know what to do
ha cant say i like how life like to lead you to some weird multi split junction again AND again
sometimes just for the fun of it
emmm did the soup some-round wanted ytd and i hoped no one had any problems today
and sometimes i wonder how come i sleep so much after enlistment
till pop
till pop
till then every spartans from tt one platoon from tt one company
of course i bet someone saw tt coming
"in the confusion and aftermath......."
told u i was confused...now the one reading would be too
a rather random thought @ 4:53 PM
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