a rather random thought @ 10:30 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
not been able to really put tgt a real entry the past week
just random nuggets of thoughts in the saved in the drafts
em ok
i kinda feel more at peace with myself now
sorta happened SUDDENDLY today either while going home or before i slept
sorta understood myself and yeah who i am a lil more
i guess the smile's all me(dont reckon i'll be a good agnsty personality type)
and so's the i wanna change the world some day
although i'll really like to get filthy rich part
coupled with the "i'm really afraid of failure now tt i got shitty grades" portion
and of course the "should i just leave it again" bit
i'm really glad cause i dont know but some how
these are all the thoughts i gathered while i was thinking thru ANOTHER lil problem
emm but still there still a lil LARGE portion of the jigsaw to be found
hair ruffling thoughts/or even without the hair
ruffle-ruffle-ruffle
i kinda realise i miss my job
not the actually having a job
but THE job
so life among the unemployed have been real good
thou we ARE rushing for time a lil here..
barely more than 2 weeks left
everyday's p-a-c-k-e-d
drinks,mj,tennis,mumbooojumboo,mj,tennis,pandamonium--for last week
mj,mj,tennis,mumbooojumboo,mj,tennis,pandamonium too--for this
see we're shaping up for a regimental lifestyle quite nicely
but i'm a lil outta shape,hur hur
i'm missin out on a lil reading,
emmm the funnny show on loan couresy of a certain weri--ohh i meant maro
and my night safari cum museum cum offshore island and sungei buloh trip
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
I DON'T LOVE YOU
Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
When after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing
I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"?
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you down and out
It's where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"?
Well come one, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you like I loved you yesterday"?
I don't love you like I do yesterday
I don't love you like I loved you yesterday
i just happen to really like this song
good thinking song
nothing else--dont try to read too much to the lyrics and into my life nope
this song and window in the skies
check out the music vid for that song
TOTAL rockass vid
damm weird
this is a lil disturbing
to think all the new shows i'll be watching
like the utt-linda liao show
i wont be completing them
ha and damm funny ah
my flobble's SUDDENDLY hit with a msges
with peeps not me pretending to be me saying they are not me
hey i like the sound of that
and it actually makes sense
ruffle ruffle ruffled..
PROFILE
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:: 25/05/88 ::
::Gemini::
:: Catholic High ::
:: Anderson JC ::
-oiale_ril@hotmail.com
LIKES
+ reading +
+ dreaming +
+ thefray +
+ deathcab +
+ smtngcorporate +
+ ocmixes +
+ U2 +
+ THE OC +
+ movies +
WANTS
*a direction* ARCHIVE
*an aim*
*a purpose*