a rather random thought @ 12:09 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
for most parts it was nice/fun and stuff
for some parts it was kinda awkward
and the last part's when my body rebelled on me
for feeding it so much junk food
cny's turning a lil routine
but still i get a good laugh looking at the cny pics my family took over the years
and since my ENTIRE family meet up like near every fortnightly
yeah i get the reminder tt i'm the eldest and get every 2-3 weeks
so everyone's real close and i get to play the babysitter often
its fun lookin at ur lil cousins grow/SPRING/SPROUT up and wonder how they view u
maybe its cause i never did noe how its like having a elder cousin/bro
and sometimes being the "guanyu gor gor" is one heck of a stressful task
and because we'r so close when like distant(like my parent's cous) fam comes over
they are like kinda like left out
i think its kinda like my parent's generation way of like showing off what a closly knitted family we are
which is really weird cause awkward things happen during those times
and em i dun see the pt in getting them over
but well i couldnt care less
unless they start snopping around club bush on the third floor(which by the way turned into the single biggest childcare centre on the first day of the new year)
and i think there's something wrong with my system
its failing me way too often
was mashed up sick for three days now
cant smell,cant talk(kinda spells "no work",and i'm hoping i wont need to talk much tml)
i think its the new year goodies,or the excessive alcohol comsumption during the new year
i think its kinda the latter cause come to think of it..eh i realised nearly all the drinks i had since sat night are all alcohol
and the second day of the new year was like spent in the wine vault which was masquerading as my uncle's home.
ok so the nxt part may sound a lil mushy
but what cny does, is remind me how frigging lucky to be on this side of the family
and i do love em alot
thou they are really stressing me up over the a's whick i'm kinda sure i'll screw up and sometimes they do ask me awkward questions which i reply with strange answers
PROFILE
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:: 25/05/88 ::
::Gemini::
:: Catholic High ::
:: Anderson JC ::
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+ reading +
+ dreaming +
+ thefray +
+ deathcab +
+ smtngcorporate +
+ ocmixes +
+ U2 +
+ THE OC +
+ movies +
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*a direction* ARCHIVE
*an aim*
*a purpose*