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Sunday, February 25, 2007
but sometimes i wonder
do GOD/gods run on our believe
or do they run our belief
it just so happened that "american gods" sorta put into words my thoughts
and i also do think that nature abhors voids/emptiness
the best example's like i cant frigggin help but feel really disgusted at having an overdose of free time
espicially when u kinda regard off days as rather special
nature abhors voids
like other kind of voids just as well
i know tt just too well
just dont put me in a position to choose when i dont want to
ok the last part's a lil bull
whatever
for most parts it was nice/fun and stuff
for some parts it was kinda awkward
and the last part's when my body rebelled on me
for feeding it so much junk food
cny's turning a lil routine
but still i get a good laugh looking at the cny pics my family took over the years
and since my ENTIRE family meet up like near every fortnightly
yeah i get the reminder tt i'm the eldest and get every 2-3 weeks
so everyone's real close and i get to play the babysitter often
its fun lookin at ur lil cousins grow/SPRING/SPROUT up and wonder how they view u
maybe its cause i never did noe how its like having a elder cousin/bro
and sometimes being the "guanyu gor gor" is one heck of a stressful task
and because we'r so close when like distant(like my parent's cous) fam comes over
they are like kinda like left out
i think its kinda like my parent's generation way of like showing off what a closly knitted family we are
which is really weird cause awkward things happen during those times
and em i dun see the pt in getting them over
but well i couldnt care less
unless they start snopping around club bush on the third floor(which by the way turned into the single biggest childcare centre on the first day of the new year)
and i think there's something wrong with my system
its failing me way too often
was mashed up sick for three days now
cant smell,cant talk(kinda spells "no work",and i'm hoping i wont need to talk much tml)
i think its the new year goodies,or the excessive alcohol comsumption during the new year
i think its kinda the latter cause come to think of it..eh i realised nearly all the drinks i had since sat night are all alcohol
and the second day of the new year was like spent in the wine vault which was masquerading as my uncle's home.
ok so the nxt part may sound a lil mushy
but what cny does, is remind me how frigging lucky to be on this side of the family
and i do love em alot
thou they are really stressing me up over the a's whick i'm kinda sure i'll screw up and sometimes they do ask me awkward questions which i reply with strange answers
i think i might as well just shut up
i'm adverse to changes
but at the same time i hate stuff tt's static
i realise sometimes it only takes a smile
but it can also be an expression for the meek
i dream of alot of weird stuff nowadays
i believe that beliefs runs this world
i hate this one particular coin that has two sides
*sighs*
but i dont own it.do i?
for the record i turned down another office job
wth..
bush will probably beat the shit out of working gw if they ever met
working gw's a harmless blur kid that smiles way too much
its easier tt way
the trouble you caused is almost always not your fault
i'm probably waiting for march 16(or somewhere round there)
but right now i'm ok..not make tt enjoying my life as mr workman gw
i reaslise too i'm taking way too long to finish american gods
i ponder too much when i read
or maybe i reading too much into the story
life's a gem
and i'm not kidding
maybe its life after aj
or maybe its my job
but i'm rather glad i took a job tt allows me to meet different ppl each day
some strangers are pretty distant
while others..u cld almost feel they are kinda made to be your friends
one helped me out today and i'm pretty darn glad
its beautiful how someone can turn your day from a total disaster to a pretty one
and to reiterate.
i'm selling romance.eh pls ask frm me if ur interested
i promise i 'll give a ton of GWPs
go check urban
the bottle's real pretty
like way nice sorta nice
not tt i'm complaining
i'm just a lil afraid tt it might just be the calm before a storm
went to the museum on my off day
was rather interesting
some things i realised
are meant to be done alone
and the more i work at my place the more i'm begining to like it
either that or i'm just a really optimistic fella
even then today was a really nice day
the sales were like WOW
made friends with two customers
think i overdid the "to talk cock to them" part..sometimes
hah its not like everyday some guy buys perfume frm you just cause he enjoyed talking to you
i think i talk too much bout my job sometimes
but damm i cant help it
everyday there's a different set of interesting ppl
alright and hah singapore won the asean championship
went to chijmes to catch the match
and wah not bad at all
there were actually quite a decent crowd there catching the game
and most if not all cept one a bloody bugger were all singapore fans
i've seen mad cheering for manu
but wow cheering for the lions cld almost be compared to that
nationalism man
and i made myself a promise to visit as many local tourist/interesting spot
i dont want to be a singaporean who has never been to singapore
manu's just about on now
mr rooney to score another two
tt'll make my day even better
but somehow it feels different
truth to be told i'm just a lil bummed up it cldnt have lasted longer
i'm just glad it happened
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