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Monday, July 31, 2006
hmmm....med check tday....was pretty boring by ANY standards...didnt get any funny incidents going on...no dentist tt asked if i liked to suck,no weird ppl around,no 6 packs dudes,no "i cant pee when u ask me to'' guys,freaky incidents at all...and after ive heard before i went it was pretty much a disappointment.the weird test at the end didnt required no calculator,and it went seriously fast for me in and out in 4 hrs...i'm suspecting they sorta forgot to draw blood frm the arm for me....now now i'm bit afraid they'll throw me into some super hiong shit...
And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
Was the hardest part
And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start
I could feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining in the clouds
oh
And I
I wish that I could work it out
And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
and i'm not talking bout the fact tt i loan out one of my babies
and while i'm on that point
wah lau...pls PLS pls dun let any harm come to it
this time comin frm ms tang...
really meh?u noe i've been such a stunch believer of fairytales since young..like comon piglets go fry tt wolf
hha hugely addicted to coldplay....
been talking too much to junjie already lah
went out to meet the guys yest to celebrate jestyn's birthday
and damm i think something's wrong with me...something at the back of my head is bugging me to go study all the while
first time steppin into town in a forthnight and i feel like studying...
i think i'm unwell
went to the new restaurant vilage to eat
i tell u its NO diff from marche
even the layout of the diff food are kept the same
hhaaa and seriously someone NEEDS to remember to bring the camera man
i think we remembered to bring the cam for NONE of the birthdays
and hoho the ipod covers better look REALLY REALLY good lookin
dun come and hook my appitite...den serve funni stuff..hahha
dammmm....i'm such an awkard soul
geees sometimes i wonder why i do the stuff i do
....dumb huh...not easy is the cold
and the numbing feeling in my legs everything it happens....like the blood's flowing everywhere else
SOUL-matchbox twenty
Hang out my window and over your head
Stare at your feelings to see where they end
You're waiting here for someone else to break you from the inside
You've been so composed
[Chorus]
We all know there's always something tearing you apart
It's always so much longer than you counted on
And it hits you so much harder then you thought
But you don't worry, you don't worry
Cause you've got soul
You're so heavy, you're so misunderstood
And I spent all my wishes wishing times were good
When I still could
Wait around here for someone else to take me past the good side
You've been here so longer
[Chorus]
We all know there's always something tearing you apart
It's always so much longer than you counted on
And it hits you so much harder then you thought
But you don't worry, you don't worry
Cause darling, you've got so much soul
Darling, you've got so much soul
[Chorus]
Well, there's always something tearing you apart
It's always so much longer than you counted on
And it hits you so much harder then you thought
Then you ever thought it would
But you don't worry, and you don't worry
Cause you don't worry, you don't worry
Cause you don't worry, you don't worry
Cause you've got soul
think i got influence by the jonathan guy on singapore idol
All day staring at the ceilingMaking friends with shadows on my wallAll night hearing voices telling meThat I should get some sleepBecause tomorrow might be good for something Hold onFeeling like I'm headed for a breakdownAnd I don't know why [Chorus] But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwellI know right now you can't tellBut stay awhile and maybe then you'll seeA different side of meI'm not crazy, I'm just a little impairedI know right now you don't careBut soon enough you're gonna think of meAnd how I used to be...me
tot i was going crazy a few days ago...guess i'm over that phase
kill the addiction pls...i'm on my own
the art research thing is really stirring up a huge interest in me...well in an abstract way
maybe smthing else
hoho donating blood actually kinda feel good....juz dun go running after tt
think i'm still haunted by the image of a yakult straw like needle going into my arm and not feeling much
weird week....
i'm actually studying now...wow
and i'm gonna do that for the nxt 4mths
absolutly nothing can stop me
not even nothing
i wun care for no other shit
maybe manu(but their new kit sucks)
and at the same time i wun turn into a mugger...
and i will frigging get an a2 for gp
and i hate "meet the parents"
it makes u feel like a freak
and they make u say stuff for the sake of it
i have not even name my fave 11
nor upload my pics
.........no way am i in the mood anyway
argh.....damm........
this is so draining and tiring...
no one EVERS knows what i'm going thru
and lying my way around...aint gonna spare me my way to hell
ppl i always thought i knew
the two years of shit i've been thru
someday i'm gonna look back and hate every single minute of what i've been thru
i already do now
terrible
HELP
this one's pretty classic
and pretty bias
this is real amusing...haha
hah it suddenly struck me why i like the world cup so much
its got fantastic football
and it has totally RAW emos
scences of players inebriated with jubilation
unrehearsed wild celebrations
exilaration beyond words
intoxicated by sheer joy
(think grosso after his goal against ger,kewell,maxi rod-wadever,park ji sung,podolski,schweinstiger,french team after their win against spain,and pirlo and gang after tt last penalty)
like WOW
and there's also the uncontrollable tears when u lose
somehow it juz flows a la thuram...
we all noe how tt feels
the vid abv like totally rocks.period
haha so the world cup's over
i SOOOO soooo SOOO love the world cup
its was one hell of a ride
thou it really screwd my grades big time
i totally cant believe i missed a grand total of 3 matches
but heck i would do the same if given the chance
the chijmes day was a +..woo
the finals was juz sooo friggin entertaining.
ITALIA-so love their anthem vs FRANCE
was a tad sad tt it had to end
if there cld be more penalties taken it'll be such a blast
hoho so italia won...their celebration's weird thou...brazil's collective team prayer after 2002 was i mean like much "healthier" image?
camoranesi's haircut was funny...gattuso in undies is juz well..disturbing
the only sad part was zidane
arghh why does it have to end like this...urghh
nvm he'll still a be HUGE footballing immortal by far-at least to me
and it seems to 2000+ peeps of the media too
he won the GOLDEN BALL
and come to think of it yeah i think materazzi can go fuck off
everton reject
he MUST have done/said something
full credits to the italians thou
cannavaro's like totally hardcore-he cld have been such an inspiration to me
had the WC played out before the a's
GATTUSO TOOO!!totally awesome man..tt guy's like a human steamroller
PLS PLS PLS let manu buy him after they fuck ronaldo off
so yup....WC's over
its pretty sad
and there goes my freedom
(yeah some how WC's sorta relates to freedom for me)
no football til epl starts in august
...and i'm so gonna get withdrawal syndromes after this
christiano ronaldo's an ass--OFFICIAL
seems like he got rooney sent off...he actually got the cheeck to tell rooney tt he'll sent rooney off in the match...WTF.and i tot they were friendly and doing the "hey-i'm-frm-manu-too-buddy" thing when they spoke to each other before the match...hope rooney gives a flying tackle to his ribs or better still stomp on his balls back at manu trng
AND even if he did help send rooney off,he cld at least be forgiven by the fact tt he's a MANU guy...tt bastard CFM tt he wants to go to madrid WTBFFFF...fucking backstabber...hopes he goes madrid and rots to death on the bench..or better still refuse his move to madrid and let him rot on manu bench(he can be rooney's weeky sparring partner too)...GET MANU A BETTER NO.7 man..he dosent deserve tt no.
---and all the while i was still happily blinded to the fack tt he's a solo ass tt patterns wayy too much--
someone shld sent rooney this pic...tt shld be enough to get him to land a smack right at the teeth...
lets see.....well my cts are a total flop...fuck tt...
got thru a terrible 4 days of cts
WHILE the WORLD CUP's going on
enough said
den came crazy thurs....went for superman right after physics....the cathay was pretty gd big seats and all and superman was seriously ALOT better than what i had expected...pooled a while,dinner,went home and BAM nxt thing i noe i'm at carson's playing mj,had to change to some other stuff IN BETWEEN(haha)to kill a bit of the monotony...and some how i managed to last till 9+ before i went hm to sleep....like MAN 26hrs of NO sleep...certainly brings back memory of ubin
slept till 5..like OMG and ha had the rest of the cat high peeps come my hse for the arg-ger match...pretty sad stuff,the fact tt its like the last 6th match tt's gonna be played...and i totally had my loyalties split RIGHT down the middle..both teams are juz so gd...and haha my prediction of a shootout AND a fight came true...totally entertaining...and so was the italy match WOOOHOOO..gattuso's like totally my fav...slept at 5+ and woke up a 3.....think i'm getting mad
they guys stayed till 8 and hoho its less than an hr and i had my arse outta my hse(no wonder my dad's pissed) going for the ENG match..ENGRRRRLANDDDDDD!!!!!.....went to chijmes where its like a mini england home ground..bloody fantastic atmosphere..ppl were singing "god save the queen" and doing the england cheer the way u'll see it on tv,tot it was pretty krazzy the way everyone applauded for every great tackle by rooney and co....and helllll screw lampard for missing two sitters AND a penalty...grrrrr got a lousy feeling eng gonna lose if it went to penalties and they did....wah lau its not even rooney's fault and heck i got no idean how what he did cld have gotten him a red card....juz terrible terrible...the ONLY time they played decent in this WC they lost...what an irony
arghhhhh.. .he so shld have stomped harder
more shit happenedas brazil got kicked out tooo....WTF what a lousy semi finals it'll be por-fance..and france was playing shit for most of the games...thou tt assures all tt there'll be zidane magic around till the end of the WC....lets hope he wack a superb volley(a la champs league finals style) against por..hiaz how boring wc will be nw....no brasil no england...i want kaka.ronaldino(thou he hardly did anything magical) and tt fat ass arnd....bleah
haha this WC is certainly proving to be "the event" out to screw my life...but heck i dont want it to end...arghhhh only 4 matches left...i totally dig the world cup...now i noe why ppl cld go get all the crazy mc/red bull and stuff for it...man the nxt time its gonna come i'll probably be the one tt needs to do tt
i'm totally rooting for ger now...c if my predictions can come true
GOOOOOO GERMANYYYYY!!!PODOLSKIIIIII!!!!!SCHWEINSTIGERRRRR!!!!!BALLACKKKK!!!!!!KLOSE!!!!!LHAM!!!!
like wad a certain gordon foo said.....germany got "ban luck"...how to lose?haha
shit i juz realised its gonna be a long wait before the EPL starts sfter the WC ends
in the mean time i hope manu lands torres,and pls pls pls pls go buy gattuso/ribery as well?
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