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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
heard ALOT of stuff these fews days man haha......and so weird tt it all happened at starbucks abeit at different outlets
watching the oc now...starbucks at 11's totally keeping me awake
the ian broudie song-Song For No One's really good...its on oc 301
thou i only juz started on season 3
man cant believe the nxt season's gonna be sooo damm different...kinda pisses me off
i'm not really interested in wats gonna happened to them after high sch...and the fab 4's like no more....
maybe its juz me tt dosent want end my "high sch" kinda life
geek anyone?
i feel like really great...alright thanks to all those tt made my day yeah...felt e love like totally...
alright i really need the laptop back....or a new one
started the blog when i had too much time on my hand and no cca;i have no cca now either
my work's still as bullshit as last year...it still is and is probably ALOT ALOT worse
my circle of friends aint getting any wider....its probably shrinking
i STILL hate aj...
and shit i'm sick....like how bloddy convienent dammm...whats worse i had like two days mc and on the first day i went for half of the day and today's like a half day how UNLUCKY yucks
went to watch da vinci alone...thou this sounds rather "loser" i like time on my own to chill(thou i totally hates what happened this time last year)..was ok i guess the read killed alot of suspense since i already knew what happned...the visuals for most of the stuff was cool at least there's illustration here rather than juz words and imagination..went for the hockey finals with the bunch of hockey dudes after tt...aiya juz cant really figure what to say
and wth i cant believe what someone is doing in sch....what a disgrace...wait till the cat's let outta the bag...aiyo i noe tt person summore yikes
ha bit late for this but yeah i need to buck up on my work REAL REAL soon....PLS START STUDYING...i am really really starting to be scared now
i want my time back.......either i get it or i'll have to forget it...soon pls
have alot of wishes for tml hopefully i get em fufilled...oh heck doesnt it sounds corny
living on the time of another is no bloody way to do things
been sleeping alot...a huge waste of time but yeah i like it
saw the scouts on sun...think they are going fishing or smthng...
ahh....scouts...like how i miss those days
somehow saw the video of ''move along" and "beautiful love"in the wee hours of sun morning on mtv....
think i'll get hooked onto 8th & ocean if i manage to catch it
"So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in yourHands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along(Go on, go on, go on, go on)"
"What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for awhile? On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe our love will catch like fire
As it burns through me (3x) "
i hate the feeling that everyone's so busy and i'm rotting away
and rightly i feel so jaded
and isnt it weird how i always dont get fairytale endings.......
and y is it that i;m always carrying the burden instaed of rinding along....
i'm leaving a huge part of myself behind.......
things are bleak...and now i have every reason to hate aj
and i'm just trying to numb myself
by Gavin DeGraw
I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anything other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where
I'm coming from
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to doIs think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situtaion-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody
I don't want to be
Anything other that what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
J-j-j-jaded
You've got your mama's style but you're yesterday's child to me
So jaded
You think that's where it's at but is that where it's supposed to be?
You're gettin' it all over me
And serrated ???
Chorus
My, my, baby blue(yeah i'm thinkin' 'bout you)
My, my, baby blueYeah, you're so jaded
And i'm the one that jaded you
HeyJ-j-j-jaded
In all its misery it will always be what i love and hated
And maybe take a ride to the other side we're thinkin' of
We'll slip into the velvet glove
And be jaded
Chorus
(w/) yeah, i'm so jaded
And baby i'm afraid of you
Bridge
You're thinkin' so complicated
I've had it all up to here
But it's so overrated
Love and hate it
Wouldn't trade it
Love me jaded
Guitar solo
HeyJ-j-j-jaded
There ain't no "baby please" when i'm shootin' the breeze with her
When everything you see is a blur
And ecstasy's what you prefer
Chorus
(w/) (blue, blue, blue, yeah)(i'm talkin'
'bout you)(blue, blue, blue, blue yeah)(
yeah, been thinkin' 'bout you)
My, my, baby blue
Yeah, you're so jaded (baby)
Jaded (baby)
You're so jaded'cause i'm the one that jaded you
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3. Stylish
4. Adventurous
5. Big-Hearted
6. Sensual
7. Wealthy/Ambitious
8. Intellectual
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1. Intellectual
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3. Stylish
4. Adventurous
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6. Outgoing
7. Big-Hearted
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:: 25/05/88 ::
::Gemini::
:: Catholic High ::
:: Anderson JC ::
-oiale_ril@hotmail.com
LIKES
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+ dreaming +
+ thefray +
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+ ocmixes +
+ U2 +
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