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Thursday, March 30, 2006
hmmm i used to think along this line...until the belief got lost half way...
tt's juz a reminder
now REMEMBER
keep all ur eyes peeled for no.9
i've got an idea of how i want us to be presented....wats left is up to the rest
and somehow i hate tt feeling tt something's bugging be at the back of my head.....
cant i get it out?dammm
seize the moment coz every min is golden............life on the pitch....b-i-o....nj's lucky they haven met the real us.....
"or would u rather regret at the end?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
i dont want sch to start so soon....to me the hols nvr started
i need a day or maybe two to clear my head.....evaluate and think about stuff
the injury on fri was horribe from what i have seen.....i hate to put doubts in my head...ha the next one could well be me
i hope i dont lose my believe............thou it seems tt its slowly slipping thru the gaps of my fingers.......
and so pissed..with myself
feeling kinda weird with my weekend relativly free....no bush gang no manu no matches and no cat high gang...hope they come back soon....
and i am so confused
and i am so pissed....i am banged up in injured and everything else...y do i have to put my body on the line everytime...i cant even type with my left hand right now...
and all i want is for my injury to heal quick
my thigh is already so screwed with the disgusting bruise......
and today the hand and the calf have to get wacked too
fuck
and i need to play better
knn......why the fuck does my phone have to go missing......it wasnt even stolen lah
bloody fuck near 3 years of my stuff inside man...argh fuck.....all the contacts pics and stuff
and if anyone happen to find it please please return it...
and dammit man....i think i can forget bout my parents buying me a new one the way they are reacting to it..man so much for support
fuck
i'm gonna play like an angry man tomorrow
if i cant find it tomorrow.....some idoits gotta bear the brunt of my wrath on wed.....FUCK
PROFILE
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:: 25/05/88 ::
::Gemini::
:: Catholic High ::
:: Anderson JC ::
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*a direction* ARCHIVE
*an aim*
*a purpose*