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Monday, February 27, 2006
had all kind of stuff on fri played some hockey.dota thingy.drama thingy.went with my class for like dinner/supper till late
sat had training like really early in the morning...was average at the max..had a few sweet hits...the sound of a good strike sounds sooooo good..den went out after tt...met dora and hy...den chew hj andy and wenqiang....DEN crason and dora came for stayover...weekend's positively screwed hahaa.....sunday was like really non existant late tution and all...
and YEAH!!!!!!manu's 4-nil up in the carling cup finals..yesh!
this is so screwed
i'm screwed
mon was bad....like really bad...bad enuf tt i dont really want to start regurgitatin everything tt happened...juz tt the total defence day was kinda a farce in reality...and the training session on mon was really REALLY bad fer me....
tue...went hang out with the bush gang after school....the fact tt EVERYone managed to be there like really suprised me...like wow and its a weekday...was hy birthday so yeah happy birthday dude!!...watched the constant gardener...two thumbs up i must say...at least this is one movie tt excuted its plot in a good storytelling fashion....den went for fish & co and den daz for ice cream...wad a sinful day....first the food den the $$.....and its on a day before training......
wed
training day...ok i guess was kinda monotonous the drills.....and my life's soooooo screwed....i feel like a walking dead or something....sooooo tired...i am.....
dammm...
i want somethng...but i dont noe what it is
for the first time...i think i feel lost........
eh weird half of the post are like done 2days ago...juz didnt post it....had a lot of stuff to say juz two days ago...bout a certain bastard in sch...whom have a problem with me and i bloody swear he hasnt seen the last of me...i seriously hopes he gets run down by a car or something...or betta still get caught for perversion....which idoit in sch goes round catching students?bloody fool betta get ur job scope right
then there was bridge....hmmm i expected like a 1.5hr napping session but hey its pretty cool...its juz like my sec3/4 convo with dara revisited...raised a lot of questions in me........do we really need tt spiritual connection?what are we here for in the first place?
....religion and stuff ha......wad bout materialism?i think i'm on my way to subscribing to tt...need to pull myself tgt man gah
really interested in tt field...but ha wad can i do with a degree in tt?
go check out the last page in the feb 13 "time"...weird how even time mag advocates free speech by publishing the article..."freedom means learning how to deal with being offended." like how cool....
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you
i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you
forgetting all i'm lacking c
ompletely and complete
i'll take your invitation you take all of me
now.. i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you
i'm livin for the only thing i know
i'm running here and crashing where to go?
and down i know i'd like to be in tune
just hanging by a moment here with you there's nothing left to lose
nothing left to fly there is nothing in the world that can change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else..
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you
i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you
i'm livin for the only thing i know
i'm running here and crashing
where to go?
and down i know i'd like to be in tune just hangning by a moment here with you
just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment..
hanging by a moment...
hanging by a moment here with you..
i cant fucking live w/o my mp3 players...dammit man....i rly on it so much i think i'll bloody die if it doesnt get replaced like soon....like REAL soon...like 3days time
hockeys' been gettin betta but the consistency seriously needs to be there
sat's crunch time again....grudge match....time to salvage some pride....tt's all i'm gonna care about till the end of the week...play hard dudes..play hard
lets hope nothing happeneds no me this 2 days....
had the friendly...wasnt much gg on on...wasnt a full friendly i dont really think we played full time...sorta half -baked attempt at it...wasnt much to do/couldnt do much individually till like the last 15mins..but well was a ok experience i guess...at least we learnt tt certain positions calls for certain work to be done
some freaky shit happened after training...dont wanna elaborate much..but it not the magic tricks
i think something's awfully wrong
anyway not much mood to blog bout the happy/fun/wadever stuff....cos i fucked up big time in training yest....and ditto today when i went to hit balls....damm my palm REALLY hurt......pls pls pls let me be 100% on sat...argh...
man...somehow it aint fun anymore
on a totally diff matter...ha gd thing someone's bothering........i cldt be
anyway not much mood to blog bout the happy/fun/wadever stuff....cos i fucked up big time in training yest....and ditto today when i went to hit balls....damm my palm REALLY hurt......pls pls pls let me be 100% on sat...argh...
man...somehow it aint fun anymore
on a totally diff matter...ha gd thing someone's bothering........i cldt be
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