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Friday, August 05, 2005

damm its such a wrong time to blog........juz needed somewhere to rant /someone to crap to

kinda a bittersweet week so far...lost something tt's kinda special...i need something to fill tt vacuum...
was late again since dunno how long ago...kinda disappointed at myself

got something i wanted/tot i wanted/worked towards(i'm pretty confused bout tt myself also)...now tt i've got it man i sorta had doubts...will i crack?...guess i'll have to up my game...otherwise i'm pretty proud of myself...huge boost to self esteem...i hate the way i judge my worth upon...guess i'll update more on this when the time's right----*tired smile*(tt's juz so not me).......*grins wildly* =)

new song i'm in love with...Best Of You (i'll try to tidy up the lyrics tomorrow)

I’ve got another confession to makeI’m your foolEveryone’s got their chains to breakHoldin’ youWere you born to resist or be abused?Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?Are you gone and onto someone new?I needed somewhere to hang my headWithout your nooseYou gave me something that I didn’t haveBut had no useI was too weak to give inToo strong to loseMy heart is under arrest againBut I break looseMy head is giving me life or deathBut I can’t chooseI swear I’ll never give inI refuseIs someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?Has someone taken your faith?Its real, the pain you feelYour trust, you mustConfessIs someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?Oh...Has someone taken your faith?Its real, the pain you feelThe life, the loveYou die to healThe hope that startsThe broken heartsYour trust, you mustConfessIs someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?I’ve got another confession my friendI’m no foolI’m getting tired of starting againSomewhere newWere you born to resist or be abused?I swear I’ll never give inI refuse

a rather random thought @ 1:40 AM
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