Wednesday, July 06, 2005
ha returned to borin old aj today yeah....with the same old curriculum on...sigh..anyway ms thang showed us the video bout dewitt jones(sounds so much like do-it-jones...wondered if he way he lived is sorta influenced by his name...haha)...sorta realise i watch the video before in cat high.. presumably last year...ha it was good to watch it again...and it seem sooooooooooo much more apt this time round...the meaning seem so much more difference this time round and everything round me has changed soo much(man think i'm typing this fer like like the thousandth time....man wad am i thinking like duh..everything HAS changed)....god like in such a reminiscent sorta mood these days...ha will never forget tt THIS was the video tt instilled in me the thinking tt being second is being the first loser,such an irony since it was exactly the opposite tt he was trying to get us to realise...the to be the best in the world or to be the best for the world thing still resounds in my head..man its such a vexing and complex problems...all thru life in chsscouts its has always been trying to win and being the best and maintaining our standards..the mentality sorta seeped into my life big time and now u tell me this?...man nobility's for the "have-it"s...more pertinent was his lil' talk bout change and seeing wad you believe...cant really rmb word fer word...man his words jux struck home man..the minute i heard it...its like.....man tt's so unbelievable...........haiz tt's one year fer ya
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