Sunday, July 31, 2005
ha eh this is sooooo pretty weird...realise how busy i am the past few days now keeping up much with some stuff....*smacks heads*....man tt was DUMB...no wonder i got the funny look tt day....
meet the parents wasnt so bad after all tt day...but yeah think i'll be under much more scrutiny from both my tutors and parents...so ta-da to my freedom..
i wanna go out....cld probably be out rite now but heck.......my butt's too lazy...and my brain tells me not to push my luck too early..maybe nxt week...nat dae weekend
caught the CSI season finale on replay on axn...cool eppy althought the lil clip on the autopsy was so unnecessary
hmmm tons of stuff waitin fer me so yea....i'll so snooze fer a while and yeah hopefully be focused enough to do em later...
ha eh this is sooooo pretty weird...realise how busy i am the past few days now keeping up much with some stuff....*smacks heads*....man tt was DUMB...no wonder i got the funny look tt day....
meet the parents wasnt so bad after all tt day...but yeah think i'll be under much more scrutiny from both my tutors and parents...so ta-da to my freedom..
i wanna go out....cld probably be out rite now but heck.......my butt's too lazy...and my brain tells me not to push my luck too early..maybe nxt week...nat dae weekend
caught the CSI season finale on replay on axn...cool eppy althought the lil clip on the autopsy was so unnecessary
hmmm tons of stuff waitin fer me so yea....i'll so snooze fer a while and yeah hopefully be focused enough to do em later...
Thursday, July 28, 2005
bleah pretty tired these few days...in mind body and soul...thank god fer some stuff tt kept me runnin and motivated me to continue..dunno why i'm bloggin too...cld have juz slept...and my tutorial's not completed due to the stupid fact tt i left my notes in the sch locker...man started claaling the ventures the moment i reached home from hockey...somehow the responsibility to gather the scout to train up the scouts for orienteering com. fell on me...sometime i ask myself why i'm so damm "pia" fer scouts when i noe nothing from it gonna get to my testimonial...dun even think any of the stuff i'm doing's gonna be recorded..and everytime without fail i am unable to get any ans from myself...ha well guess tt is the only thing i'm doing tt i expect nothing in return at all...guess its well one thing where i let the heart overrule the brain...pretty tired out physicially also think i'm doing lotsa runnin lately and some sorta physical exertion everyday with exception on sun and mon...hopefully i'll be able to shed some weight and get fitter thru all these..i certain do not agree to starving myself to get there coz food is juz too heavenly and well refraining urself from them is juz a sin...haha...think what i really need now is juz one FULL day of rest ,maybe like some sleeping marathon of sorts, without worrying bout the next day.............
addicted to champagne supernova....
dang..and juz realised i missed the season finale of csi.....
Monday, July 25, 2005
this guy here totally got me inspired..sorta solved an enigma fer me....i kinda realise its so much easier to be the best for the world when u are the best in the world =)
ha the past week has passed at such a wirlwind pace tt i have barely time for myself much less blog...harry potter's still pretty much lingering in my mind despite completing the book already...how i wished i had tt time turner...weekends are always the busiest fer me...can hardly catch my breath..getting more and more "homework" from scouts(and i cant not do em..or the scouts will be doing nuts the nxt week..man the responsibility) and hockey juz addeds to the physical regime i'm going thru every week...by the time it hits sun my mind and body feels like a a wreck..slept like a pig the whole day...onto a lighter note finally got my turf shoe...metallic blue and silver predator...totally love it...
Lance Armstrong won the Tour de France again wooooh...record 7th time....man too bad he's retiring..love all the sporting greats/legends...they are always so inspiring...
Thursday, July 21, 2005
eh this is kinda weird...realised my blog's receiving more publicity than i tot...
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
ha man...i'm like so stupefied fer words...juz finished half blood prince after spending hours in hogwarts in school and on my bed so totally glad for the escape it provided...the book was way too short...and despite my intentions to really juz savor every single word written on the book his time(eg. reading the same page like 2-3 times...i still felt tt i've finished the book way to quick fer my liking...hate the emptyness in me everytime i finish a good read...its like having to face reality all over again after a long escapade...hiaz...have to say the book was pretty well written..loved it...but heck man the ending's such a cliff hanger...man and wad the hack when hp said he's not returning to hogwarts...this is gonna be the last book i'm gonna see hogwarts?man no way...loved the storyline ..the plot...hate the lack of details...so obvious jk rowling's trying not to repeat the 700++ pgs phenomenon in order of the pheonix but heck she left out too much details...wad happened to the quidditch matches man and the sorting and there is sucha lack of mid bk mini climaxes... so much of a disappointment...and there's such an overkill of relationships in this book...but they r pretty much fun and enjoyable haha kinda enjoyed em...man and couldnt believe how emotional i was when dumbledore died man...i was so "arghhhh" lost fer word...cant believe tears actually brimmed in my eyes...i was so like hoping for a twist at the end maybe he didnt die at all...hiaz effectively killed any mood for anything...this book's already quite diff. from the usual style of hp bks..cant imagine wad bk 7 will be like...and seriously i cant wait to get my hand on the last bk(too bad she'll only start writting at the end of this year)....and yeah i can seriously see myself being so so damm depressed after the last word on the last bk...this is one saga i dont wanna see ending
i am so anticipating the goblet of fire later this year...
Sunday, July 17, 2005
woohoo went out tday...had a few agendas on my mind...get turf boots,new socks,cloth tape,movie,pool,find friends and relax...but well didnt manage to complete em...but heck at least the impt few was done...
was supposed to meet at city hall at 2 with qx dora and carson..but due to some really unforseen circumstances...the list was reduced to dora only...and me being the ever ever ever late one...(dang must seriously kick the lousy habit..i swear)...made her wait like 30 mins?(so so so sorry) man so screwed lah...den got informed tt carson is indeed coming...so we spent the next like hour juz wraithing around city hall area looking for pool parlours....went to funky's in the end...had to wait for like the longest time for tables and man everything's like so screwed up...but well settled everything in the end and was later joined by carson qx and andy...had fun juz playing arnd in the pool parlour...somehow playing with 4 persons seem the ideal combination...was quite weird as like the rest of the day i kept bumping into ppl...noel..aileen...berwyn...roystn...jingchen...think i might have missed a few..
hp updates:hit like pg 133..was quite amused bout the whole owls results thingy..man so like our o's results and on the same year man...how uncanny
yeah wad a rollercoaster ride it has been...man sat's has always been liddat...juz need to rant out some bullsh*T stuff today..first and formost..to the coward tt screwed my stick and not have the guts to admit the fact to me yeah...F*CK YOU and go grow some balls...coz i cant stand ball-less ppl playing in the guys team...wad the SOB did was totally uncalled for and man his cowardiance pisses me off even more u even asked the team to shutup bout wad happened..talk about intergity...man all ur kind are the same....
so while the hockey trainning was pretty boring..rain and all...the stick incident juz f*ckin pisses me off...
forgive and forget?ha probably not the latter coz ur bloody masterpiece is like so forever on my stick
so with tt behind me i'll probabaly continue with alot less rage in me...
got to popular to collect "harry potter and the half blood prince"..haha like finally the nxt book in the series...ha dunno why but yeah i feel alot less hyped up compared to the previous release...still rmbed tt time i woke up like at 6+ juz to rush down to get the book with dara...and think we ate like at macs which was totally packed with harry potter fans like us haha and guess wad i still rmb tt it was a SAT...haha totally miss him man...wished i was back in those days
more rushing as i dashed all the way down to pasir ris park for scouts...oh man my pockets got totally burned...ha think the game this year is much much cooler than the one i went for...ended up at the beach with ben and qx for the sumo station..was pretty hilarious...but at the same time got plenty of injuries esp near my ankles..like totally filled with abrasion frm the sand..and it was so funny on the way back on the bus..i mean like looking like the scouts and imagining tt they will be the ventures in charge of this in years to come...juz like how i was a scouts juz a few years back playin the game and u noe juz looking at the ventures..somehow noe a smile ju came onto my face...it's a feeling i dun really noe how to explain..after the scouts left for the cf's...the ventures stayed back for npc meeting..wun really elaborate here..but yeah one thing tt stuck to my head was wenbin's words"would you be sleepless for the rest of ur life should you lose a hockey match or would you be sleepless for the rest of ur life if u lose npc" ...tt's something tt i dun really wanna believe in but yeah somehow i noe it is true...this is probably MY last shot on getting there man and i want it sooooo damm bad..i want it more than anything else.......
Monday, July 11, 2005
woah man...been pondering over sooo many diff and detatched stuff tt has been going on...my mind is in a serious whirl...
hmmm stuff tt happened on fri thru the weekend.....kinda got banded into the dominant-influence type of character...man big big irony...i'm supposed to be lax-y driven or drivenly lax kinda person...wadever way you choose to see it...but ha the way they described the traits of both characters..kinda really struck home...man its juz one of those freaky uncanny experiences where the test is soo damm true........floorball nxt...wth dun wanna talk bout it...our team cld have easily trashed the other team man...we like sooo totally dominated...reminded me of the fa cup clash between manu and arsenal...and yeah we were the manu in the match......
sat...hardcore long day...weird.triring.vexing but ultimately fruitful day fer me...went fer hockey bright and early in the morning...tot it was one of those on ur own sorta thingy...but guess wad...when i reached there the girls were there in the handball court(so it was like "great"..no space fer game)....and gees mr larry lee was there taking charge of the boys...like totally *jaw drops* no games...but hey was a pretty fruitful trainning session fer me...jab, tactics, stuff and games...had a 5 min lecture bout character at the end and man its totally true i tell u...i noe it coz i been thru it...i juz hope the whole team evolve as quickly as possible...team dynamics dudes........went fer scouts straight after hockey...oh yeah baby...npc is totally on my agenda now...nothing but best patrol man...weird how my role is sooo damm diff in the two cca....its like a totally new me in scouts...in the noe of the big picture and being the mastermind and stuff instead of being the participant...eh ventures were pretty lax hopefully it juz becoz they slept like at 4+ the previous day...anyway...my huge huge appeal to all of u...plz dudes pia fer the npc...dun give those fucked up no confidence kinda crap or the damm lax attitude or the unconstructive comments or hanging out too much wit ur phone...man esp not in front of me man...npc is soo my life...i wanna juz wanna engineer a win...bad...like REAL bad...so man lets get back to the ubin state of mind...and juz win it....cox i noe we rocks......like no other team can
Sunday, July 10, 2005
GREEN DAY LYRICS
"Wake Me Up When September Ends"
Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass seven years has gone so fast wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again falling from the stars drenched in my pain again becoming who we are
as my memory rests but never forgets what I lost wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed the innocent can never last wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again like we did when spring began wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again falling from the stars drenched in my pain again becoming who we are
as my memory rests but never forgets what I lost wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass twenty years has gone so fast wake me up when september ends wake me up when september ends wake me up when september ends
man this song is juz sooo damm nice...and the mtv too...totally in love with it....and man i certainly need to wake up....like soon...sept's juz too late....
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
ha returned to borin old aj today yeah....with the same old curriculum on...sigh..anyway ms thang showed us the video bout dewitt jones(sounds so much like do-it-jones...wondered if he way he lived is sorta influenced by his name...haha)...sorta realise i watch the video before in cat high.. presumably last year...ha it was good to watch it again...and it seem sooooooooooo much more apt this time round...the meaning seem so much more difference this time round and everything round me has changed soo much(man think i'm typing this fer like like the thousandth time....man wad am i thinking like duh..everything HAS changed)....god like in such a reminiscent sorta mood these days...ha will never forget tt THIS was the video tt instilled in me the thinking tt being second is being the first loser,such an irony since it was exactly the opposite tt he was trying to get us to realise...the to be the best in the world or to be the best for the world thing still resounds in my head..man its such a vexing and complex problems...all thru life in chsscouts its has always been trying to win and being the best and maintaining our standards..the mentality sorta seeped into my life big time and now u tell me this?...man nobility's for the "have-it"s...more pertinent was his lil' talk bout change and seeing wad you believe...cant really rmb word fer word...man his words jux struck home man..the minute i heard it...its like.....man tt's so unbelievable...........haiz tt's one year fer ya
Monday, July 04, 2005
ha more going out...man how i love these long weekends.....went out with qx and dora and as usual man i was late...woke up at like 12?...my body clockâs like so screwed...wth....till i'll probably juz die once sch starts...anyway was suppose to meet around zouk...but me being the ever late one ended up meeting them at far east since zouk open hse hasnt started..sorta wraith arnd in great world and ended up playing pool yet again somewhere near..ha played like total bullshit man..but nvm had fun nevertheless..qx then has to leave fer tution..so yup we sorta left the place soon after...sorta headed back into zouk...call me wadever you want but man i was like bubbling with anticipation when i went in...haha...hey its like my first time stepping into zouk k..ha the place's ok i guess...smaller than i imagine...i wun say i'll turn into a hardcore clubber...but yeah i can certainly see myself there nxt year...ha had to leave soon after since they were ending the open hse at 7...but it was definitely amusing seeing her juniors trying all means and ways to get pass their vp into zouk...anyway went back to town later and had dinner talked all the way till like 9 juz to find out tt qx decides to ps us...bleah
Saturday, July 02, 2005
fri ha first day after the cts and it has been pretty much of a slack day....stayed at hm the whole day since the peeps in other jcs still havin theirs...highlight of the day or night rather was the chma...ha like lotsa guys in my batch all went back to cat high...was sorta a reunion of sorts for us...ha felt tt the ma this yeah sorta lacked something compared to last year's...performances was ok...but yeah seng and hum bloody rocked the whole hall juz like last year...j1s were totally screaming and shouting along...kinda struck me halfway thru thru the ma how much stuff changed since the last chma...haha.... sattotal weird day fer me like too many things packed into 1 day....had hockey in the morning...and wad the heck man by far the training where i picked up the most injuries....5 in totally...scrapes on my finger,arm,and knee...broken toe nail...sprained left ankle(big wtf for its like the 6th time this year already)...my ankle's so screwed...anyway went to j8 with the guys for lunch...*exasperation*...settled on big macs since the place was packed...ha crapped arnd and yeah decided on not going fer the homecoming and went to pool with the hockey guys(kian.jason.cleavon.mark)...and haha right after tt went to town(exasperation =D) to meet the cat high guys with two hockey sticks no less....man i looked so weird...juz hung rnd in far east and pac plaza *exasperation-2*...bought a tshirt(retail therapy i guess)...followed by pool again haha...andy left for his party and we went for dinner at nooch....dunno why had a sudden urge fer ramen....went rnd paragon after tt juz walked round...ha went in TOYS'R'US!!!....was soo damm funny man a buch of grown up guys walkin inside and soo acted like some bunch of 5year olds...haha....felt so exhausted all tt...and to think i slept at 4 the night before....it was as if i got run over by trucks two time over...but man it felt GOOD..haha
fri ha first day after the cts and it has been pretty much of a slack day....stayed at hm the whole day since the peeps in other jcs still havin theirs...highlight of the day or night rather was the chma...ha like lotsa guys in my batch all went back to cat high...was sorta a reunion of sorts for us...ha felt tt the ma this yeah sorta lacked something compared to last year's...performances was ok...but yeah seng and hum bloody rocked the whole hall juz like last year...j1s were totally screaming and shouting along...kinda struck me halfway thru thru the ma how much stuff changed since the last chma...haha....
sat total weird day fer me like too many things packed into 1 day....had hockey in the morning...and wad the heck man by far the training where i picked up the most injuries....5 in totally...scrapes on my finger,arm,and knee...broken toe nail...sprained left ankle(big wtf for its like the 6th time this year already)...my ankle's so screwed...anyway went to j8 with the guys for lunch...*exasperation*...settled on big macs since the place was packed...ha crapped arnd and yeah decided on not going fer the homecoming and went to pool with the hockey guys(kian.jason.cleavon.mark)...and haha right after tt went to town(exasperation =D) to meet the cat high guys with two hockey sticks no less....man i looked so weird...juz hung rnd in far east and pac plaza *exasperation-2*...bought a tshirt(retail therapy i guess)...followed by pool again haha...andy left for his party and we went for dinner at nooch....dunno why had a sudden urge fer ramen....went rnd paragon after tt juz walked round...ha went in TOYS'R'US!!!....was soo damm funny man a buch of grown up guys walkin inside and soo acted like some bunch of 5year olds...haha....felt so exhausted all tt...and to think i slept at 4 the night before....it was as if i got run over by trucks two time over...but man it felt GOOD..haha
Friday, July 01, 2005
ha juz seriously need to iron out some stuff in life......ct's over... feeling so screwed and useless nevertheless yeah i can finally heave a sigh of relief now tt the whole ordeal is over. FINALLY.
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